Hero??

What is a hero? Even now I am listening to Hero of War by Rise Against. It puts a a question into my mind. What is a hero, as such can be described?
      I have come to the conclusion that the definition of a hero is rather hard to come by. They are the ones who refuse to fire against the helpless, who opt to save lives above all else. They are the ones who put morality and good above all else. They care not about earthly things, only seeking to do what is right. They will not kill, even if they need to they will tear themselves up about it.
     They are not afraid to break down earthly barriers and laws if that is what they need to do. And lastly, forever they are convinced that they could have done more to help/save.
    Tell me, how many people do you know like this? Completely selfless, none I guess. Its something that comes hard to us, the person who is as likely to help their enemy as their child, simply because they are compelled by something to, even though they cringe in the process. Those poor, poor people who chase glory and the fabled heroism, they often fail. Why may you ask, because they are often under the impression that their superiors are the ones who give out what is right and wrong, and follow blindly in their wake. It isn't until they are faced with the reality of just what they did that they finally understand just what the feeling of mortality is.Heroism is something with the weight of the world, it is a heavy burden to bear. However still, those who actually achieve this station are those with the least amount of recognition

Finals

  I am so happy now that finals are over. Though this doesn't help the fact that I haven't been able to sleep. Like I haven't gotten asleep before 1:30 am for over a month now.
     However this question seems to run through my head a lot, why can't those that seem to 'matter' see those who need to be seen. Let it roll around in your mind, why the people that are supposed to be helping you only give you the left-over bits. I see this happen in my high school, the teachers are not given enough payed time or resources to teach what they are supposed to. Most of the teachers at my school fall under the pressure of this task, yet the school district finds the funds to buy ipads for the school, yet they cannot afford to keep the German program, nor do they think they can manage to keep most of that of the French.
       The German 3-4, 5-6 and the other levels kids need to take are being combined into a single period. One period every OTHER day to teach up to 3 different levels of a course, all at the same time. Do not ask me how this is going to work, the district officials have decided that this will have to do. They don't care about the fact that the teacher is NOT going to be able to give those kids the attention they need, due to the fact that he is going to somehow figure out how to split the period so he can go through all the different lesson plans. Think on it, and see stupidity where need be

Aariah

  My apologies to those of you whom actually read my rambles. My family is not the most normal, thus I have not had access to any sort of technology. Well, tis a new year I suppose, so ought I start anew? I have been watching Hetalia of late, and enjoy it very much.
         Yes, I like the rest of the fangirls can get rather .... crazy at times at the mention of yaoi, however I think that my head remains rather level. Yes, if happen to have the desire to read my half-assed attempts on fanfiction my username on fanfiction.net is Aariah---Oh how I love that name. If I ever have a child I will probably end up name my daughter that.
      Well, Salutations!
     Also again I give me sincere apologies to those who were actually reading this bit, and I ask you to please bear with me.

Amazing

                             And to think, once upon a time I was empty. I am still empty though I can find so much beauty in silence. In silence I find myself, is that strange? Why must one fill the air with meaningless sounds when I already hear  amazing music in my mind? All around me are familiar faces, it doesn't mean I have to recognize verbally that I see them though.